I need a Lazyass-bum Day
9:36 p.m. & 2005-09-09
School started few days ago...Makini and I said sophomore year would be "our year"...maybe she's feelin it, but I sure as hell am not.
School sucks. I think if I just dropped AP History, I'd be just fine and dandy. But of course the parents are making me take it and so I really have no choice! I really, really hate that class so far and I really don't give a damn if tobacco was a sin or salvation for the goddamn Virginia colony. It's history, it's past, it happened, MOVE ON. If it were something I actually didn't LEARN ABOUT a year ago, I'd be a little more motivated. But all this shit is review and...UGH.
Tennis is good, and haha Marcy, that joke of a Stillwater coach, is always a laugh. Wow, what a bitch.
I need a break from life. No no, I'm not gonna go into some dark corner with a knife and slit my wrists. I need a big fat relaxation, be-a-lazyass-bum day; that's what I mean when I say I needa break. I need a day (or a year?) where no brain activity (to a certain extent) is required. Sometimes I hate myself for that--the inability to cope with the REAL WORLD. I'm alway off in some corner of my mind, dreaming my common sense away...
Or maybe it's just laziness. W/e it is, it's breaking me down.
Life sucks.