Under a gray sky
3:26 p.m. & 2005-09-25
I wish I was Japanese...
Right now--eating carmamel-infested chocolates, sitting on my ass, listening to Enya hum away about caribbean blue skies, and staring bleakly out the window as the raindrops drip from the roof.
I'm gonna paint my room red.
I wish I could just daydream reality away forever. I wish I could just make my fantasies real and live my own way, worry not, love easily, and just BE.
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Sure it rains for two days straight, it's gloomy for two days straight, yet on school days the day is sunnily, disgustingly, perfect. I love gloomy days, but why can't God give us some on the weekdays so tennis can be canceled?
I could use a break.
Ugh...for half an hour I've stared blankly at my story, unable to write, my brain frozen, the words forgotten and buried away in some void of my mind...WHY CAN'T I WRITE TODAY!??!!!